Over It

first off, i have to say this: I am truly over all the shit my parents did. i even went over to the house, and was prefectly cordial. let me elaborate.

there was a mix up with whether i was supposed to ride the bus home or not, so i ended up having an hour to kill, so i walked to my parents house. i was going to say hi and grab some pictures that i wanted and needed. everything was fine. my mother came home shortly after i got there. i had grabbed some grocery bags to put some stuff in, and my mother came in and asked when i was going to come over to get the rest of my stuff because she would "like to utilize this room."
i told her that i didnt have a ride and i wasnt sure what to take it and she told me all my stuff.
well we discussed it, and decided that i would stay over at the babysitting job i have saturday and then i would come over and we would pack my stuff and she would bring me and my stuff back to fife. so that was cool for me (btw, did you realize that i accepted her help?)
we went upstairs to look at pics on the computer and kari decided to be snotty so i told her to quick treating me like a bitch. (she had been all week after a disagreement earlier on) a few minutes later i realized the time and had to leave quickly. so i had moms phone in my hand, which i tossed to the desk (which was about 2" from my hand) mom yelled at me not to throw her phone and i told her i hadnt thrown it but tossed it and that i was "sorry, im in a hurry" she told me that it wasnt her fault and i said "i know, but i have to go!" she said something as i was walking out about how its always pleasant seeing me.
so later on, amy told me my mom wanted me to call her and explain somthing on the computer, but by the time i called, mom didnt want to deal with it. i asked her if it was okay that i hang out on saturday until i have to be at my babysitting gig and we both figured we could get everything packed saturday so that all she had to do was run me home sunday. she said that since it would be sunday, she didnt figure she would want to jump up and bring me over early and i told her okay but that i didnt want to be in kingsley all day. anyways, then i told her that i would see her on saturday and we hung up

a few hours later, she calls to tell me that "you shouldnt come over this weekend" i asked why and she said that i had an attitude and that they didnt want that attitude in their house. i tried to explain about the kari thing and she said that i had it coming because i have treated kari like shit for years (yea! like it was undeserved and it was never as bad as kari always makes it seem). i was like whatever. mom told me that they wouldnt see me this weekend so i said "okay, then you wont see me for a few weekends. bye mom" and i hung up.

now im just not expecting much from my parents. that kinda sucks.
but i have completely accepted that i moved out and im not moving back in, which i think is why im able to just let this shit roll off my shoulder.

i just had to tell you their newest antics so now i feel better.
*deep breathe* okay, im over it

LOVE LOVE LOVE with XOXO!!!

Over It - Katharine McPhee