Friend

So as usual i havent blogged in awhile and i dont knw where to start.

Im pretty much sick of thinking about, talking about and dealing with the shit going on between my parents. it just sux. if you read karis blog you can see that it sux but even though i said i would add to her version, i just dont feel like going into any of it. maybe later :(

still trying to get things figured out for college as it seems there are a million hoops to jump through!! i have decided on Saginaw Valley State University unless something big happens to change things. I spend lots and lots of time filling out various forms and applications.

living with marcia is going ok as well. she likes to bitch. A LOT. she talks alot about other people and acts like the perfect worker/parent/everything and sometimes it gets on my nerve listening to her bitch about other people. most of the time i can deal with her though and i love her lots and lots. lewis gets on my nerves alot. he and i just have polar attitudes and opinions and sometimes its really hard to keep my mouth shut. we've def gotten into a couple heated arguments. amy is not bad at all really. sometimes shes a bitch when shes in a bad mood but the majority of the time she is completely fine. i think we're alot alike.

whats really starting to get to me it the rennovations. i have been sleeping on the couch for about a month. this was a 2 week project. i know they always take longer than you plan but we're starting week 5 and its looking to me that we have at least a week and a half left. it just sux. i never get a whole nights sleep because im on the couch so i cant think about going to bed until at least 10, usually later and then im up for school most days, or my uncles are in super early to work upstairs or amys up for work. plus, i dont mind sleeping on the couch, but after a month it starts to take a toll on ya. :(

i got no sleep last night but that was because shayes girls stayed the night and they woke up a couple times and then it was so hot i shut down the woodstove and opened the front door for about 45 minutes. then at one point late in the night claire woke up and i had her lay down with me so i barely slept. more i dozed. its fun with the girls though.

stacy and heather (brad's girlfriend) are still pregnant much to their distress! lol :) stac is 4 days over due and heather isnt due for 1 1/2 weeks and their both having girls. you'll know on my facebook when they go!

things with cameron are pretty much kaput. i never talked to him cause it was never the right time. we still hang out at school but, whatev. we are just headed in 2 different directions. my friends chels and brooke and i never really talk much either. i hope and doubt that i will stay connected to them when we graduate. we'll see though. i knw ill see my friend kaitlin (and hilary) because we are going to the same college, so thats kinda exciting. its funny cuz we didnt become friends until freshmen year and then we bonded over various events and now i would say we are fairly close. i dont hang with her much, given our differing social circles and activities plus my situation, but we do have classes together and we always pair up on projects in psych. she is someone i really trust and rely on. my older friends, kayla and emily are always there in the background. i still see them in school and hang 2gther on rare weekends but i mostly feel that our friendship now is just on the basis of past memories. :(
i do have this new friend, and i would even call her my best friend. we've only been more than acquaintences since like after xmas break but she is honestly one of the best people ive ever met. she is going through a tough time as she just found out she is pregnant by her ex-boyfriend who is now being a douche and theres a lot of drama and so i spend alot of time worrying about her.

its so funny because most of my friends now are people i never thought i would be friends with and my new friend even told me a couple days ago when we were hanging out that she never thought we would be good friends and i vice versa. its a funny world we live in and i have def learned that its best not to judge others before you get to know them.

well as usual, this is a super long blog about nothing so sorry :)

Friend - Kaitlyn

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Was going to post a new blog today but now im too tired. check out kari's cuz there is a big chunk of info that i wont have to repeat if you read hers. will add my viewpoint as necessary when i blog, hopefully tomorrow.

<33333 Kell

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